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I am a human woman somewhere between the ages of twenty-five and thirty-five. I might or might not live in Europe. I write stuff. I've always written stuff. And lately I've been writing stuff to deal with the death of Chester Bennington, which dealt a massive and unprecedented blow to my already precarious mental health. 2017 was a pit of shit, but fan fiction is a little light in the darkness. Thanks for having me.

(If you enjoy any of my stories, please do let me know. I appreciate it so much, and find it really motivating. Thank you. x)


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Everything's fine.

Category: Linkin Park

Description: Mike decides to swing by Chester's place for a spontaneous visit, and arrives just in time... A disaster is avoided, and relationships are redefined. [Double Bennoda: M/C + wives] *CHAPTER 18. THE MISSING LINK*

Genre: Love & Romance

User Rating: NC-17

Created on 2017-09-16

Updated on 2018-02-04

Chapters: 18

Reviews: 139

Words: 61542

Views: 5048

Members Rating: (15)

Look to the Stars

Category: Linkin Park

Description: Kenji is a rebellious prince, and Chaz is a brazen boy of the oppressed underclass. They live in different worlds, but their fates are aligned. Contains shenanigans, politics, forbidden love & spacey sex. [AU Bennoda // (Kenji/Chaz) + other recognisable characters] *COMPLETE*

Genre: Science Fiction

User Rating: NC-17

Created on 2017-12-26

Updated on 2018-01-22

Chapters: 14

Reviews: 102

Words: 33754

Views: 1373

Members Rating: (11)


Category: Linkin Park

Description: Snapshots of a relationship, spanning two decades and seven studio albums. A mixture of angst and fluff, in varying degrees of slashiness. [B/C aka BRAZ] *COMPLETE*

Genre: Angst

User Rating: R

Created on 2017-10-21

Updated on 2017-11-07

Chapters: 7

Reviews: 54

Words: 14250

Views: 939

Members Rating: (10)

Mutual Obsession

Category: Linkin Park

Description: Obsessive Chester-centric musings from the perspectives of various people. [1: Mike, Brad & fans // 2: Dave // 3: Rob // 4: Joe & others // 5: Mike & Brad (again) // 6: Mike & Brad (Chester POV) // 7: Chester's bodyguard POV // 8: Mike POV // 9: Jared Leto POV]

Genre: Angst

User Rating: NC-17

Created on 2017-12-07

Updated on 2018-02-04

Chapters: 9

Reviews: 71

Words: 12716

Views: 1217

Members Rating: (6)

Show me.

Category: Linkin Park

Description: Part 1: Brad isn't grieving the way Mike wants him to. [Bennoda + Delnoda] // Part 2: Anna, Talinda, femslash, grief. *COMPLETE*

Genre: Drama

User Rating: NC-17

Created on 2017-11-16

Updated on 2018-02-11

Chapters: 2

Reviews: 15

Words: 5293

Views: 632

Members Rating: (5)

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