Category Linkin Park

From The Inside by .Chaz


Title: From The Inside.

Author: .Chaz

Genre: Angst.

Description: M/C Slash ~ Mike had moved from his home Japan, and left behind everything he once knew.. including himself. Being in Los Angeles he got more than he bargained for, and loved someone he never expected to.

Disclaimer: I don’t own Linkin Park nor do I know them, bla bla bla. You know the rest.


As I lay here, my tanned arm wrapped around his slender pale waist, my mind does nothing but circulate thoughts of whether this is right or whatever I am doing is right.

I never expected to fall in love with him, with my best friend. I continue questioning myself, why did I develop such feelings for him? Why this person? And why all of a sudden have I developed these feelings.

Being gay isn’t easy and it wasn’t easy coming out to everyone about it. When I first arrived in Los Angeles, everything had changed. My family became abusive, I had nothing. No friends, no support, no future, just nothing. And because of him, I now have something to live for.

Why was it him? How did he make my life so much better? This blonde man I hold in my arms right now I hope to god he stays faithful.. if not, what will become of me?

I remember that, music has always been a big part of my life, something I could rely on, and something I could live off and be happy from. Being in Los Angeles gave me some hope of a musical career, little did I know.. From a few friends, just six of us, we became one of the biggest, most popular bands in the world, and I am so grateful to have these friends, they are like my brothers.

My name is Mike Shinoda, and this the story of my life of Depression, insecurity, loneliness, confusion, death, losing love and love.


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