Category Linkin Park
It Ends Tonight
It Ends Tonight?
I came up with this when I was in a bad mood and bored. I'd like to thank L~T my wonderful beta. She did a wonderful job. She gave me the idea for the ending. *huggles*
Enjoy the show kiddies
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You hear the phone ring and you answer it knowing who it will be. You hear his slurred voice on the other line telling you he’ll be home soon. You’re scared. You don’t want him to come home drunk. You’re scared of him when he’s drunk. Yet you stay for fear of what he would do if you left. What would he do if you left? You don’t even want to think about it.
Sighing, you get off the bed and try to figure out a way to avoid him. You could call your best friend. If you went over there he wouldn’t suspect a thing and you wouldn’t have to see him drunk. You don’t know though. What if he calls you while you’re at our friend’s house and yells at you for not being home when he was? What would happen when you went back?
Sometimes you wonder why you even go back. You know what’s going to happen. He’s going to rip your clothes off and fuck you until you’re bleeding and crying out in agony begging him to stop. His moans would fill the room as you sobbed trying to think of something else besides the pain. Yet you always came back. You didn’t even understand it. What’s the point of going back to someone when you know they’re going to hurt you?
Maybe, you think, you just want him back for someone to call yours even though he isn’t in the least bit yours. You know that no one else would want you. Who would after everything that’s happened to you? You’ve been beaten, raped, and abused more times then you can count. Who would want someone who is so dirty? No one would in your mind. No one would want someone as disgusting and filthy as you. You think of yourself as fucked up and gross.
Deciding to call your friend to go over there while he goes on his rampage you pick up the phone and dial the number.
RING RING RING RI-
“Shinoda.”
“Mike?” You ask.
“What’s up Ches?” He asks.
“Can I come over? Dave’s drunk again.” A sigh is heard on the other line.
“Yeah, sure man. You’re always welcome here.” He says.
“Thanks Mike. I’ll be over real soon.” You say.
“Hurry up before Dave gets there.” He says with worry in his voice. You hang up and rush toward the door, slipping on your shoes and going out to the driveway to your car. It’s then that you realize that his other car is parked in front of your car making it impossible for you to drive out. Well, you think, Mike’s house isn’t that far away. You can walk as long as he doesn’t see you along the way.
You emit a sigh and start walking in the direction of Mike’s house. You again start to wonder how you were put in this situation. You think it started when you started seeing Dave. You came out to the guys that you were gay. You were in love with Dave at the time but didn’t want to tell him in fear of ruining your friendship.
Then Dave came out that he was bi and that gave you some hope. You decided you were going to tell him because even if he didn’t love you back he’d be ok with it because he was bi. You walked into the lounge and sat down next to him.
“Dave, I have something to tell you.” You said uncertainty in your voice.
“What is it?” He asked interested. You closed your eyes and let out a shaky breath before continuing. “I’m in love with you.” You said. You opened your eyes to see his reaction and are surprised to see happiness in his eyes. Suddenly, without warning he attacked your lips with his sending electrical shocks throughout your entire body making you get weak in the knees. He pulled away and smiled at you before saying, “I love you too Chester.” You didn’t remember any time being happier.
At first he was sweet. He was always full of love and affection and you loved that. When you were down you would go to him to make you feel better. Then after a while it changed.
One night he came home drunk. He walked through the door and one look at him told you that things weren’t going to be ok. Before you knew what was happening he punched you in the jaw sending you to the floor. Too stunned to react, you watched as he got closer and closer to you.
He kicked your stomach knocking the breath right out of you. You couldn’t breathe. You shut your eyes and clutched your stomach. He pulled you up by your shirt until you were eye level with him. You could smell the alcohol on his breath as he spoke to you. “I am so fucking pissed off right now.” He hissed before throwing you into the wall.
You groaned as your back hit the wall and you fell to the floor. You couldn’t even fight it when he grabbed you by the wrist and dragged you into the bedroom. You couldn’t even fight it as he ripped your pants off along with your boxers. You couldn’t fight it when he shoved you onto the bed and began to undress himself.
You couldn’t even fight it as he jumped on top of you and handcuffed your wrists to the headboard rendering you completely helpless. You couldn’t even fight it as he thrust into you with force submerging his entire manhood in one thrust. You cried out in agony but he didn’t care. He continued to thrust into you moaning with every thrust. You screamed and begged him to stop. You couldn’t take the pain. It was like he was ripping your insides in two and every time he thrust at a different angle, each time intensifying the stretching and ripping feeling.
You sobbed and kept telling him to stop but he didn’t. He came inside you, burning your insides with his sticky substance. He pulled out of you roughly making you cry out in pain and he laid down next to you, letting out a sigh. “You should probably get cleaned up.” He said not caring that you were crying and in pain.
You thought it was just a one time thing but it kept happening. Over and over he’d come home drunk and fuck you until you bled.
Now as you’re walking to Mike’s house you realize you’re crying. What happened to him? He used to be so nice and caring. What made him suddenly change? You’re so wrapped up in your thoughts you don’t even realize that you’re already at Mike’s house.
Sighing, you walk up to the front door and knock. Moments later Mike opens the door and you immediately start sobbing. He wraps his arms around you, engulfing you in his warmth and lets you sob into his shirt. “What happened to him Mike?” You ask when you pull away.
“I don’t know Ches. Let’s go inside.” He says glumly and steps out of the way letting you in. You walk in and take off your shoes. You and him walk over to the couch and sit down. Immediately you move closer to him. He wraps his arm around you and you cuddle into his chest. His fingers run through your hair and you sigh contently closing your eyes. He knows you like it when he runs his fingers through your hair. It calms you. These days, he’s the only one that makes you safe. “Chaz?” He asks.
“Hmm?” You ask quietly.
“You’re not going to go back to him are you?” Mike asks concern in his voice. You think for a minute. What would happen if you left Dave? Well you wouldn’t be raped, abused and tormented daily. Maybe this time you can have the strength to leave him. Maybe this time you can. At least with Mike’s help you can. “Can you help me not to?” You ask turning to face him.
His face breaks out into his famous Shinoda grin and he says, “Of course I will. How about this: If you try to go back to him I have the right to hold you back.” You smile. It’s not one of the fake ones you’ve been supporting for the past year and a half but a real, genuine smile.
“That works. Thanks Mike. I really love you, you know that? You’re the best friend I’ve ever head.” You say snuggling further into his chest. You smile again and realize something. It’s finally the end. You don’t have to go through all the pain anymore. With Mike’s help you’ll never have to face Dave again. You just hope that you’ll be able to get through.
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You hear your cell phone ring and look at the caller ID. It’s him. You gulp a lump in your throat and answer it trying not to sound too shaky. “Hello?”
“Where the fuck are you?” His angered voice asks. You take a deep breath before continuing.
“I’m at Mike’s.” You say. There’s a click and the line goes dead. This is strange. Usually he tells you to get the fuck home. You’re scared now. What if he comes over here? Mike’s not home so he’s safe but what about you? What is he doing? You try to rid the images of what could happen and turn on the TV.
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You wake up to the sound of the door opening. Mike’s home you think. You don’t hear anything though. All you heard was the door opening. Now you hear footsteps. They’re getting closer to where you are. Now you’re starting to panic. If it’s not Mike then it can only be one other person. Dave.
You get up as slowly as possible and try frantically to find a place to hide. Finding out that there is none your breathing gets heavier and heavier with every footstep you hear. Fear is running through every bone in your body making it nearly impossible for you to move.
All of a sudden the footsteps stop. “You were supposed to be home, Chester.” His voice breaks through the unnerving silence. You stare wide-eyed at him as he gets closer and closer to you. You try to move but your legs feel as if they’d give any moment from the terror you’re currently feeling.
He gets so close to you that you can feel his tainted breath on your skin sending shivers down your spine. “Why the fuck weren’t you home?” He breaths in your ear.
“I-I-I w-wanted to s-see Mike.” You stutter. You try to sound like you’re not scared but it’s hard when he’s breathing right now you.
“Well I think it’s time for you to come home.” He hisses. You remember what you said to Mike.
“I-I don’t w-want to come back.” You say sounding a little more confident then you really are.
“What the fuck did you just say to me?” He yells in your ear causing you to whimper.
“I said, ‘I d-don’t want to c-come back.”’ You say closing your eyes. What happens next was totally unexpected. He punches you hard in the stomach and you fall to the floor. He gets down to your level and whispers in your ear, “You sure about that?”
You regain your strength and hiss at him, “Yes, I’m sure.” He looks furious but you could care less. You promised yourself you wouldn’t you back. You intend to keep that promise. He gets up and kicks you in the stomach again knocking all the breath right out of you. You hear fading footsteps signaling that he’s getting something and you try to get up but the pain in your stomach refrains you from doing so.
You hear him come back and your eyes grow wide in terror when you see he has a bat; a metal bat. You try to crawl away as he swings the bat trying to hit you. Suddenly there’s an excruciating pain in your head and you try to make any noise but the pain is too much. You put your hand on the back of you head and find out that it’s bleeding. A lot.
He hits you with the bat again, this time on your back and everything starts to get dizzy. It’s then you realize it really is ending. The pain will finally end. Your vision blurs and the last thing you see before fading away is Mike’s tear filled face coming through the door…
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight
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Well, how was it? The last part I didn't get beta'd cuz she gave me the idea for the ending last second so sorry for any mistakes. So yeah, tell me what you think! Reviews make me happy!
Also, lyrics belong to All American Rejects- It Ends Tonight

