LPfiction

Category Linkin Park

Darkness by Mikeyy shinizzle

I sit here in this dark room, it's quiet, nothing, not even the sound of electricity buzzing through the house, you'd think I'd be used to being left in the dark.. But honestly this time? This time it hurts.. They're here then they're not. They aren't real, no, no one is. I wish they'd see what they're doing to me.


I'm there but I'm not, I'm here but I'm gone, listening but not hearing, seeing but haven't seen. Found but lost, dead but alive. Alive but dead. How is this possible you ask? Well, when you feel trapped by your own life, own feelings, own mined and just everything you do. That's how that feeling is obtained.


There's thoughts that make life a living hell. No matter how many times you seem to get up, they just put you back down, I'm trying really trying, but things get on top, you try to find a way out and you can't. It's like you're in a cage on a stage and everyone is waiting for you to unlock the cage and let the real you out but little do they know, that you'd destroy them. I'd destroy them. I'm not speaking about you, I'm speaking about my feelings.


The dark room becomes cold, but I didn't realise, that this dark room, is my mind.. And it's spreading.. Soon it'll hit my heart.


The darkness, the living darkness in me, this is what I'll become, I'll have a black heart and a black mind, no light in them.


The darkness. It's rising. In a world like today's there's darkness all around us, it's hard to find the light. But even if you have to dig through the hardest of stones, you'll find that light. Even if it takes years.. My light is fading. But it'll be back. I hope.


Life is a funny thing, you never know, even if you think you do you don't. It can take you may different places. Some of which are great others.. Not so much. But, I'm not giving up, I'm gonna beat this darkness the best I can. Help the people closest to me beat it and get where we want.


------------------------------------

So this is how I've been feeling for the past few months. Only one person will read this that knows me and she's been wanting me to explain what's up for a long time, so here it is. I told you I'd tell you when I found the right words. Even tho it is in ff form. Yeah.. Feelings.


R&R if you want. Do whatever.

Reviews Add review