Meh. Sorry for the first few chapters being short once again.

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No.Not this.

He stood in the doorway to the bedroom. Their bedroom. Chaz couldn't take his eyes off of Mike, who was flushed and breathing hard. Possiblly because he had been screwing another man senseless. In their bed. And then Chaz walked in.

"Chaz, babe, I-" Mike stammered as he looked into his boyfriends horrified eyes, but he was cut off.

"No. Don't call me that. Im obviously not your babe. He is. " Chaz turned his burning stare to the other person in the room. He was good looking, but that was the trouble, Chaz thought. He looked younger than the blond singer standing in the doorway, maybe in his early twenties, with pale skin and big green eyes that were begining to fill with tears.

Chaz was already crying, tears spilling down his lovely, blushing cheeks. For the first time in almost a month Mike realized how beautiful he really was. Chaz could only stand there shaking. Why had this happened? Sure, Mike had seemed a bit cold these last few weeks, but he had never thought it was because there was someone else. He had belived the phone calls, the nights he stayed up, planing a nice, romantic evening for them and Mike had said he "would be late." Now it all made sense, and Chaz felt like the biggest fool in the world.

He looked at the picture sitting next to the bed. It was of him and Mike, taken only a few weeks ago, in the livingroom. Their livingroom. In the picture, Mike had his arms around Chaz, kissing his neck. He suddenlly felt the urge to snatch it off the table and stomp it untill it was broken. Kind of like Mike had done to his heart.

"I....I guess you dont want this then." Chaz sobbed pulling a box from his pocket and throwing it at his cheating lovers feet. mike picked it up, already knowing what was inside of it. A small, silver ring engraved with the words 'Mike and Chaz forever'. Yes, Chaz had been talking about getting one. For them.

Mike could feel his heart his the floor and for the first time, it struck him that he had been cheating on his boyfriend of two years. Two wonderful years of laughter and tears, ruined by twenty minutes of pleasure with another man.

"What have I done? Oh god no...What have I done!?" Mike yelled to no one in particular, clutching the little ring in his hand. It was frail and beautiful, just like Chaz.

" I'd like to know the answer to that as well. But it's okay. Maybe you can ask him after your through fucking."

Without another word, Chaz turned and left, slamming the door behind him. He heard Mike calling him, begging him to come back, he loved him. Yeah. Sure.

Chaz grabbed the keys to his car, stopping for a moment to listen to Mike's pleas for him not to leave before walking out the door, slaming it nice and loud so Mike could hear it.

He sobbed as he walked to his car, softly singing to himself..

"....and the tears fall like rain

down my face again

oh the words you wouldnt say..."

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