This is what happened after talking about first kisses and stuff with Astra XD

So err yeah, random lil oneshot ima dedicate to my Mikey, you know who you are and you know I love you so terribly much >3<

This is unbeta’d so sorry about that ^^ and it pretty much sucks so sorry again ><

D/C: Not true so don’t sue

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At first it was kind of strange to Mike…okay it was always strange. He and Chester had been dating for a few years now, ever since Chester and Sam’s divorce which had been hard on the blonde. She had taken him to the cleaners, destroyed him in every way. Chester had sworn he’d never love again but the problem was he was already in love, he had been for the last few years of his marriage but now with Sam, it was with Mike.

Little did he ever imagine Mike would feel the same as he did. Michael had been in love with Chester from the moment he heard him singing on the phone so many years ago. He couldn’t explain it but Chester just slotted into his life, fitted like a missing piece he had always been searching for but of course while Sam was in the picture Michael had been miserable in love with a man who was taken. The young man was openly gay, he hadn’t had a lover in so long and he tried countless times to start relationships with men only for he was desperately in love with Chester. It was a hard few years.

It was hard for Chester too. He lived in a loveless marriage for years, ever since he moved to LA to join the band his marriage had become more and more broken. Samantha never appreciated the moving, the constant touring, the hours spent in Mike’s apartment rehearsing. She became resentful and most of their time together was spent yelling at one another.

In fact the only time Chester felt good in any way those years was when with his band or specifically with Mike. They would sometimes just spent hours writing lyrics, watching movies, just being together. Chester slowly fell for Mike, for a long time he knew he was able to be attracted to both sexes but he had never embraced the side that was curious about men. Other than occasionally checking guys out in the locker room in high school he had never really acted upon his homosexual side. But he really liked Mike, a lot more than he should and Samantha knew it. She saw how he looked at him, saw the twinkle in his eye when he spoke of his band mate. Chester never imagined she suspected he loved another, let alone someone of the same sex. He didn’t discover her knowledge until the faithful day she asked for a divorce and screamed at him that she knew about Mike.

That night Chester had called his best friend to ask could he stay over. Of course Mike agreed and Chester came over to sleep on his couch but in the end somehow ended up in Mike’s bed, his best friend holding him as he sobbed himself to sleep. Chester didn’t cry due to the loss of his wife. He cried for the need of a man he probably could never have. He knew Mike was gay but surely he would never be interested in a screw up like Chester.

The divorce was messy, cleaning Chester out but it was amazing how fast he bounced back, thanks to Mike. It didn’t take long for their obvious attraction to overwhelm both and their first union happened while Mike was plaguing With You which spoke to Chester in ways. Somehow they ended up making love on the studio sofa although Chester wouldn’t let Mike kiss him, despite even admitting he loved him.

This was what was strange to Mike. That was the start of their relationship and he had hoped that soon, when Chester realized Mike meant it when he said he loved him that he would finally allow Mike to kiss those lips which he loved so much. However days turned to weeks and months and while the two spent almost all their time together, often making hot passionate love the never once shared an embrace of the lips.

Kisses yes, on the cheek, nose, traces of lips along the spine and suck on nipples among other things but never once had Mike’s lips touched Chester’s even as their relationship lasted three years. Michael felt rejection every time Chester tilted his head away as he aimed to kiss him but he loved Chester so much that he didn’t let that bother him.

The two were truly in love, spending their time with one another constantly. somehow the band got more famous with the controversy of the two front men being in an open relationship. Chester had never been happier but he was very private about why he refuse to allow Mike to kiss him. He was head over heels with the young man but three years without one single smooch was a little much by anyone’s standards. Chester almost suspected that Michael would tire of him, get ride of him, in fact he was just waiting for the day when Michael finally gave him up.

He was incredibly surprised when Michael actually proposed to him on a cold November evening, kneeling down in the botanic gardens and taking Chester’s hand in his own. There was dozens of people, even paparazzi surrounding them as Chester stared with wide eyes, listening to the most beautiful words echo from Michael’s lips, even the birds ceased their song, the drizzling rain seeped into his clothing as he looked to Mike with tears in his eyes and nodded dumbly. There was cries of excitement between the two men as Mike jumped up and spun his love around, Chester crying into Mike’s neck, overwhelmed with happiness and kissing the bend of his neck. Michael’s heart sank when Chester littered him with kisses but flinched when Michael leaned in to touch their lips together. Mike bit his own bottom lip to stop the trembling. He was overwhelmed with happiness but also the rejection of Chester’s kiss sometimes was more than he could bare.

For the years they had known one another it was what he fantasized about the most, even more than what it would be like to sleep with him. What his lips would feel and taste like, would they be warm and soft and would his slippery tongue be as passionate to taste Mike? He often wished he could have kissed Chester when he had that delicious lipring but now that was gone so he would never have that wish. He smiled, adoring the beautiful smile on Chester’s lips but said nothing about the kiss despite the dull ache in his heart.

Months passed and soon the two were standing on a beach, Chester dressed in a smart black suit and blue flip flops which Mike and he had laughed about. Mike looked amazing with his lengthening black hair and crisp suit, they stood holding hands, saying the most beautiful of vows and then it came time.

“You may now kiss the groom.” Michael looked to Chester, swallowing loudly. Chester looked a little…confused…or conflicted. There was some long seconds of almost awkward silence. Michael was too afraid to lean in because of Chester was to reject him now in this moment he would be broken.

He was surprised when Chester shuffled closer, his body leaning into the larger bodies of Michael’s and for some seconds both just smiled to one another and he leaned in, touching their lips ever so sweetly together. Michael gaped and his eyes widened but he instantly melted into the timid embrace. Chester was shivering, almost breathless and he squeaked when Mike’s lips opened against his.

The younger cupped Chester’s face, thumbing his cheek and his tongue hesitantly snaked across Chester’s bottom lip, dying for all he had wished and waited for. Chester swallowed and his eyes flickered shut as his lips slowly parted, feeling the hot wetness of Mike’s tongue slip between his lips, touching against the wet muscle inside his own mouth which twitched and moved against Mikes almost nervously.

The kiss wasn’t the most perfect kiss in the world, it was hesitant and slow but to the two men standing upon the strand it was the most amazing embrace either had ever had. Chester was blushing madly and his eyes widened when Mike pulled back and lifted him in his arms, carrying him bridal style as all their friends cheered and clapped for them, Joseph rubbing away happy tears as Chester smiled and wound his arms around Mike’s neck, allowing him to carry him to the wedding car to take them to the hotel.

It was later at the hotel after speeches and dining and pleasantries that Michael spoke to his love for some seconds, pulling a giggling Chester off the dance floor where he had been doing the Macarena with Dave and Brad. Chester laughed and wound his arms around Mike from behind, kissing behind his ear as Mike lead him out to the gardens of the hotel. Michael spun around, pulling Chester into his arms and their lips bumped but Chester didn’t freeze or pull away but leaned into Michael and kissed him tenderly, stroking his cheek while his younger lover, partner, husband backed out of the main door into the garden, taking his hand.

“Chester…” he said gently as the blonde cuddled up to his side, arms around his body. He walked with Michael, loving him up with every step.

“Mmm, yes mon amour?” he asked, smiling gently and Michael laughed softly.

“Why is it….you had never kissed me?” he whispered, looking to his husband. “U-until today I mean…” Chester blinked for some moments and his cheeks turned crimson as he lowered his head. Michael stopped in the middle of the hotels rose garden and touched Chester’s chin. “Babe…talk to me..” he whispered, rubbing their noses together and nuzzling into his lover who sighed lovingly.

Chester mumbled something completely incoherent to the older man who leaned back and looked to him.

“I’m sorry?” he asked, having not caught what his lover said and Chester couldn’t meet his eyes.

“T-that was….my first kiss..” he said, face bright red and Mike laughed, Chester’s eyes widened. “W-what’s funny?” he asked, totally mortified that he was just two years shy of thirty and had never kissed anyone in his life.

“C-Ches…” Mike laughed, brushing away hysterical tears. “C’mon….I mean….there’s no way..” Chester looked down to his feet, he knew he should have said nothing. Now he was humiliated. “You….you and Sam…”

“Never…” he whispered and Mike grew confused.

“But you were married…” he said, not understanding how that was possible.

“I kissed her cheek.” he mumbled, cheeks even redder. How was he to explain that he had just been waiting for the right person, the right...everything. He knew Mike was the right person but Chester had been waiting so long for this that the longer he waited the harder it became. “You probably think I’m a little freak now…twenty eight and never ki…”

Mike laughed this time but it was a soft chuckle as he cupped Chester’s cheeks ever so lovingly, his thumb stroking the soft flesh of his jawbone.

“Oh baby…” he whispered, looking into Chester’s wet eyes and seeing that he was honest in what he said. He had honestly never kissed anyone until mere hours ago and Michael felt a strong warmth in his chest as he realized that. He smiled and leaned in, rubbing their noses together. “You are no freak…”

“You have to say that, you’re my husband.” Chester whispered with a little smile as Mike’s lips nibbled from his chin to the corner of his lips. “You’re biased.” Mike laughed gently. His warm breath fanning over the blondes lips who smiled gently.

“Is that so?” he whispered and Chester nodded, feeling the warmth of his breath.

“Yes it is.” he whispered, eyes threatening to flicker shut as Mike surrounded him. “So…aren’t you gonna kiss me?” he asked cheekily, pressing his hand to Michael’s chest and smirking, leaning forward so their lips merely brushed.

“Mmmm I suppose I’ll have to make up for lost time.” he whispered, his hands suddenly winding around Chester’s slender frame, one hand pressing to the back of his head as he pulled him close, their lips crashing together, Chester’s mouth opening instantly only for his tongue to tangle with Michaels as his arms would around his husbands neck as he kissed him back. Michael moaned, musing at how his lover was such a fast learner.

They tumbled to the ground underneath a large Cherry Blossom tree. In the night-time the garden was quiet with the trickling of the fountain and the sound of the music from inside the hotel but neither of the men cared as they wrapped themselves in one another, embracing and kissing as if they had each been doing it their entire lives.

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*hides face in shame* comments welcome tho I suppose most will be ‘this sucked’ XD