This chapter is fantastic! I love it! I laughed, I cried and I was excited!

Chester is back! For real this time? I pray he deserves to be happy, he has always suffered so much now deserves his happiness with Mike, I think.

The dialogue between Mike and Chester, when Mike says that Chez is just a coward who wants to die but for himself, not for his boyfriend or parents, it's brilliant, magnificent, I had my eyes filled with tears.

This story is amazing, I love your writing ... I want you to write forever! Happy tenth anniversary! that's cool!

Paula

Yeah, Chester is back with Mike. I'm so happy :0). I love this chapter and I'm crossing my fingers for some *cough*slash in the next one. Keep updating please :0).

Amazing!!! Your latest chapter left me so astonished! I had given up in Chester since he was in a ba place and seemed to not want to get help yet your new chapter revived all the hope I had for him. I'm glad he is getting better and I'm glad he is HIV and STD free so that he and Mike could be happy together again. Mikey is so naughty and I love it! He and Chester deserve to be happy and I'm glad he is there to support Chester in his recovery. I'm so glad you updated this story!! Please update soon!!

this was one of the first fanfics i ever read and bless you for every path you've gone through with it so far. i have actually given up on chaz by now, but i wanna see how everyone else is gonna deal with this. and even though i think he's hopeless i hope someday he realizes what he has done to nicky and regrets everything he put her through, at least her, cause she sure is the one who's suffering the most.

Okay i really am interested in seeing where this is going like my heart is in pieces but i just can't get enough of this story, like it is in all actuality the best; the characters in this chapter were expressed really well and their feelings, just everything i love. Please update as soon as possible if you have a chance :)

Get him back! Get him back! Please! I know it was so hard. Please don't give up. I felt released that Nicky loved Chester just like his real mom. But that was not enough, he needed hope, something let him believe that he would get better with his family.When mike thought about this Chester who had nothing left of his previous Chester, I just wanted to punch him in face. I knew Chester was responsible for what he was like now, but it was mike who let him go and pretended there was not a Chester anymore. I don't know how mike would fix the relationship between him and Chester, it must be really difficult.

Update it please!

This story is just fucking amazing. I really love it. But I really, really, really need Chester to be happy, healthy and back with Mike. Pleeaaaseeeee......... Oh, and please Update soon:0).

I am speechless ........... this chapter is so sad ... full of pain and tears.

I suffer for Nicky, a mother can not see her son die.

I'm so mad at Chester .. he don't see the love of Mike? Dan and Nicky? Of all his friends? Because he does not see?

I have a bad feeling, I know that life is not a fairy tale but I'd love to read about hope ...

great job! 're so good!

Paula

idek what to say

oh god i love this so much bless you for updating

i'll just leave this here

keep the updates coming please

PLEASE KEEP UPDATING, THAT CHAPTER WAS REALLY WELL WRITTEN AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME, CONGRATS AND IM REALLY HAPPY YOU ARE CONTINUING THS STORY, FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE, THANK YOU

OH MY GOD..!!! YOU'RE BACK..!!! I had given up all hopes of this story being updated..BUT THANKU SO MUCH FOR COMING BACK..!!

This was the 1st storie i read when i came to this site and it has been one of my favorite since then..and COINCIDENTLY...i had just ended re-reading this story a few hours before you updated..!!! :O i just couldn't believe my eyes when i saw it..!!! YOU TOTALLY MADE MY DAY..!!

Well i'm so glad chester came back and he is being taken back to rehab..!! and i hope mike still loves him...can't see those two apart..!!!

AND PLEASE UPDATE FAST...CAN'T WAIT FOR WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN..!! WELCOME BACK..!!!!

Am I dreaming? Couldn't believe what I saw. You updated it! I never thought I could read its update in my life! I'm glad to see you and your story again.

Speaking to the story, I felt a lot about it. Grief, depression, angry and hope. I felt sorry about the death of Brad. But some part of me was relaxed because it brought Chester to the reality. I missed what all of them were like before. That time that they were happy and Chester was not a sink-self-world junk. I didn't know if they could be like that again. But I'm really hope.

Haha when I saw this as an option in the stories list, I had to refresh the page in case I was imagining things xD well DAMN I thought you were dead! Haha I read your other stuff so I just assumed you forgot about the site. But anyways, allow me to introduce myself. I'm Heather aka Babybear but everyone here just calls me by my name :P so welcome back! Anyways, I had to skim through the last chapters, but now I'm caught up :P it's really sad what drugs do to people, I don't see why they're so appealing. Just eat some Ice cream!!! Lol well good job, and update sooner than before ;)

Oh you're back! I can not believe it!

I am so happy that I can still read this story .... so happy!

Poor Chester ... unhappy, lost, hurt, alone ... I hope with all my heart that he can heal and make a happy life!

But Mike still loves him?

Can I hope for a happy ending? A happy ending after so much pain ... I hope so!

Please finish this story!

Thanks!

Paula

Sometimes you have to hurt a person's feelings in order for them to get the point.

how am I supposed to live with this

I can't move on to another Lpfic every time I try to read another one I just keep thinking of this one OMG PLEASE UPDATE

I'm crying in the middle of night...Can someone please explain the ending to me I can't stay with this doubt...Does he die? Does he stay there with that sun of a bitch ryan? Oh my god, this story can't end here...Its too much to end right there, it just can't D:

Kristine DON'T LEAVE THE STORY LIKE THIS, THAT ENDING KILLED ME. THIS STORY DOESN'T POSSIBBLY END THERE RIGHT? CHESTER HAS TO GET OUT OF THERE. OH MY GOD, DON'T END THE STORY HERE... PLEASE !!

remembered some things i'd like to know: what happens to Sean and the other guys from the band? Grey Daze gonna have some sort of future? are Sam and Dave still naming the baby boy after Chester? oh and Mike and Chaz are going to be together in the end right? pleaase update